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Monthsary Date At TGIF

May 28, 2015


Taken May 26, 2015


A happy moment together on our day. I noticed that our face are getting circle everyday. ajaja..^_^ I want our every monthsary to be celebrated outside the house even though we don't have gifts for each other. It just a matter of understanding that sometimes communication is greater than gifts. We went a couple of times at abreeza mall and we just pass by the TGIF resto. I was just thinking that someday I will try to eat in that resto together with my family and my King. Then just last Tuesday I decided that we celebarate our monthsary at TGIF. I was just skeptical since the foods are very expensive. But then we continue to eat there and we ordered baby back ribs and two special burgers. All the foods that we ate worth 2,331.07 pesos. However the price is worth it since the foods are very delicious.  ^_^



This are the gifts that I received from my king. I don't have a gifts for him but I promise that I will give a gift for his coming birthday. For more than 5 years of being together my King really knows me better than anyone else except my family.ajaja.. I am very much happy to received a book with a great author since Jude Deveraux is one of the best authors in New York Times. I do have a lots of Jude Deveraux ebooks and other novels with great authors in my mobile for me to read. And also useful flashdrive for saving movies without worrying if someone accidentally delete all my movies, unlike my external where all files are very important. ejejeje

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As I waited my king to come at abreeza mall. I went to National Bookstore to buy this grammar book. This is the only remaining grammar book in this edition. I want to have new one which the books is sealed on a cover but when the salesladay checked their inventory system, its the only remaining grammar book. I bought it briskly hence the book is very useful and I knew that I will regret if I hadn't buy this grammar book. The kind of paper used in the book are very neat and smooth, also the words written in the books are simple and understandable for a beginner like me. So I grabbed the opportunity to buy this grammar book considering that is handy. I do have a lots english grammar apps installed in my mobile but still I prefer using books for my collections. Writing is not easy this is why I am so desperate to learn since I have many flaws when it comes to writing.




Reu

Alone For The First Time

May 21, 2015

May 21, 2015


Ticket

Finally I saw the most awaited romance movie The Age Of Adeline. I watched the movie alone for the first time and the experience is unforgettable. I bought one ticket only for me and it was in cinema 8 red carpet. Feeling at home while watching the movie were the cushion is very soft just like a bed. Before the movie start I did some errands since I have an hour left, so I bought some personal hygiene things at watsons gmall. Then I ate alone at kfc ground floor inside the mall. After eating I went inside the national bookstore and bought this handy webster dictionary. ^_^






For me The Age Of Adeline was amazing since the movie tells about love,passion and life. For me it's not boring because I put myself in Adelines life. I tried to understand being like her and I can felt the pain that is hurting her so much. If it's happen to me, I will do the same thing as she did. The scars in our body tells about the history of our existence, because being immortal is a very tedious thing to happen in human life and it will put life into chaos. It will always be a hide and seek since you don't belong in one place and being afraid that your existence will discovered. Photographs are also a part of our history since it is a visual of being alive in this beautiful world. Now, I do realized that truly life is a gift and getting old is also a gift from God.



Reu







My Memoirs Of Being A Child

I really miss those days when I only think about is playing. No worries about works, life and future. Maybe this is why I am a little bit boyish since many of my childhood friends are boys, we are just four girls in the group. Sometimes I sneaked out at the back of our house when my parents are asleep, then meet up with my childhood friends outside the house. As I remember I did all these games like patintero, tumbang preso, luksong kalabaw, luksong tinik, piko, bulan2x, holen, listiko, jack n poy, teks, palosebo, taguan, ten twenty, luthang, shatong, chinese garter, terable, stilt race, kites and many more. Most of it are pinoy games and I did enjoy it all. Before I did also slides in dried canals using palwa or a coconut stem, swimming at the lakes where there is a carabao swimming also at the other side.ajajja.. I did wonder if the carabao poo there in the lake water, how disgusting..ajaja, but it didn't matter to us since we didn't care our beauty in those times. I also did climbing trees like sampalok, coconut, buongon, santol etc. and I am really good at climbing. I also played in the rice field where there are bunch of (uhot) then we played wrestle together with my friends in there. At night my skin is very itchy because of uhot or the leaves of the rice stem. I also remember that my childhood friends and I are collecting tadpoles when the harvesting of rice are finished.  In those days I can also stand in balance using a bamboo stilt or a coco shell. I don't know if I can still manage to balance it right now in bamboo stilt since it's a decade already the last time I used it. 

There are lots of games before but I also like luthang or bamboo gun where you put a wet paper inside the small holes or put a papaya and coconut as a bullet. The memories there when all the children from the whole barrio in my place decided to play luthang, so all the girls including me stayed at a small cabin where all the boys will get there wet papers bullet and the war game started..ajaja..it was really exciting and amazing where all the children in my our barrio are united in one game.


There is a scary and a funny moment happened to me as a child. I do love riding on a bicycle and sometimes doing some exhibition, but I'm not afraid if I fall. However there is one time when my childhood friend ask for some competition and we should start at the bridge in our  barrio. I used the old bicycle from my father and the old bicycle doesn't have a break. Hence, I said yes then we start but as we start going down to the pathway, there is a carabao cross the way going to the other side. I didn't knew what to do but I keep on stepping the wheels of my bicycle so that it would stop. But then it never stop because I am from the top going down to the pathway and my run is so fast. I just closed my eyes and I let myself accepting the fact that the carabao and me will collide. When I opened my eyes the carabao is already at the side of the way then I was relieved. ajajaj.I was just very scared that time because I just took the bicycle without permission from my father. ajajaj


I also remember a funny moment that I will never forget, is the time when I made my own kite and flew it to the sky. There is a rice field at back of our house so we can use it for flying our kites. I am so happy that the kite I made flew very high, I let all the thread that coil in my cans then suddenly the thread is cut off and my kite flew towards madre cacao trees. Worried to much that my kite is lost so I run towards the madre cacao where my kite is at the top of that tree. I decided to climb since I am good at climbing, but the stem of the tree where I stepped on was cut off, so I held the other branches of the tree but is also cut off then I only closed my eyes and feel the air. I feel down to the bunch of pig poops where I landed because the drainage of our captain piggery is in the rice field. ajaja..In the end I didn't got back my kite so I decide to went home I smells so bad. When I got home my mother scolded me because I smells pig poop and filthy, so I just took a cold bath in that afternoon. ajajaja ^_^ it was really a funny memories of mine that I still treasure.

Since I was a child I maybe strong because I can managed to beat my all my childhood boy friends in boxing. Some of the boys I made them cried then I did report it to my parents on how happy I am to beat my friends in boxing. ajajaja..Now I knew that I can fight using fist but not through emotions because I easily cried. I am a cry baby so much to left alone in my room shut the door and cried silently.

All of them are parts of my childhood memories and I enjoyed reminiscing the past. If I were given a chance I still wanna go back in those time. Some of my friends are now married and others are in other countries. It just made me sad that we can't play together again since we are already grown up and already have different route of lives.  I need to prepare the battle of being a grown up and accept the fact that stress, trials, suffering are inevitable. Now I am thinking for my future, however my childhood memories are treasures that will be in my heart forever . ^_^
Reu

I Found My Life On Twitter

May 19, 2015

I have my own twitter since May 9, 2011, but I only used it sometimes if I  just remember. Then I realize that twitter is a good place where I can shout out my emotion for only having few friends in there, not like on my other social media where I do have a lots of friends that will react on my negative post about my love life.jejeje ^_^.. Before I did a lot of negatives post when I felt so lonely and angry for not having a person to talk to about my problems, except with my family but they are far from me. So I wrote all my negative feelings into my post about that person. But then, they are a lot of negative comments and it increases my angry towards other people then create into fighting through exchanging messages. After a quiet sometime, I realize that it's not really good to post someones fault into social media where everybody can read it. Thus, I decided to quit posting negative post into my social media. It was so long ago since the last time I post my indignant towards other person. But recently I post again on my social media account about my infuriated and I didn't control my temper again, then it leads to more hurtful feelings in my heart where I can felt difficulties in breathing. Afterwards when my anger is slowly gone and I realize again that its not good. Then, I remember a quote that I wrote before says "As time pass by, the reasons for your anger will fade. But the things you did will stay with you forever as regrets." It keeps in my mind and asking myself why did I post that? What could be my friends and relatives thinking about me and towards the person I mean in my negative post? I keep realizing that, so I decided to use again my twitter as my default social media for my every post and pictures. It's not only about negative posts but sometimes I felt jealous towards my other friends, seeing their photos in different beautiful places with lots of nice scenery and how happy they are for having a lot of free time. I also do have a lot of free time but I choose to be alone with my babies, my laptop, anime, movies, and books. I can now say that I am really an Otaku Girl always being alone in my own world. ^_^

For now, I am very much happy and feel my life again, I can tweet and tweets for unlimited without thinking negatives thoughts about my post, and not seeing my friends photos in different places, because I only have few friends in twitter and some of them are strangers. ajajaja.. I think this is the right social media for me. I am just very sensitive for comments and jealous from my previous social media but now I feel so free and lenient. I am focusing on my blogs and twitter now though I still have my instagram I will be still using it. I did want to deactivate my instagram but just to find out that there is no deactivate, only totally delete button so I choose no..no..no for deleting my instagram since all my pictures in there are on the exact date for reminisce. Now, I only have few social media accounts to maintain  not like before so many social media that makes me very very exhausted. For now, I only have my Google + of course because I'm using my gmail for logging in though my blogspot, then instagram and twitter. ajaja.. Feeling so much at ease and free for a few social media to maintain..ejeje ^_^





Reu Otaku Girl ^_^

The Feelings Of Being Left Behind

May 18, 2015

Expectations leads to disappointment. The feelings of expecting something wonderful to happen but turns out something you never expected. I don't know what to do about this feeling of being left alone and felt hatred towards other people. I know God and hatred towards people is not something good to make God happy. But what could I do now, this feeling won't go away. Even now, my heart is not at ease and still pounding faster and sometimes makes me difficult to breathe. I already knew that I easily trust people but please don't make me foolish again. I am just a merciful person and sometimes it leads me to get dumb. My hands is freezing and my thoughts are not organize. Thinking that those people made laugh about me. They enjoyed the night and me being left behind. How could he do this to me? I am just a loner person, always with my own world. I can only go outside in my world if I am with him, but he left me behind only thinking about himself. I am considerate to him but his not humane to me. I did understand him in every situation but what did he do? His just being selfish not thinking what could be my feelings leaving me alone. For now, I will let my heart feel the pains until the pain no more. However, this feeling is unforgettable and it will remains a deepest scars in my heart. 

I am thankful that I am a person who knows God, because if I am not, that person would be pitiful with my revenge. Revenge is not good for a Christian like me, thus, I am still considerate towards him and them. Lord Guide my emotions and help me move on with it. I am counting on you with this emotions and asking for knowledge and wisdom. Please let my heart be heal.



This is the history that my endearment name to him (My King, Kingkong) is no more. He can't hear me calling this name again because of what happened last (May, 16, 2015). They said that promises are meant to be broken, but its not applicable on me, because, I always keep my promises and now I promise to call him King or Kin2x to be remembered.





Reu

Almost Thrown Away

May 15, 2015

"A book without meaning is nothing". It's really true because reading books without a thought is meaningless. Also "never judge a book by it's cover". Be thankful that books from the past is still in present. There are so many genius authors and writers in the past. I can never imagine how did the authors before compile lots of words and made a Webster Dictionary. In today's generation, this is a very important book because we seek in the dictionary if we encounter unfamiliar words. We just only search the words and the meaning is already there. I knew that we have gadgets where dictionary apps are already installed in today's era, however the feeling of having a real book where you turn pages, and feel the papers with your own hand is very different.
 



Just yesterday, my King said that he wants to convey me with his multicab in my workplace and wants us to eat together for breakfast. When I opened his multicab, I saw this webster dictionary, then I hugged the book with joyfulness, ejeje 0_0..maybe it's because I want to have a big dictionary and my prayer is granted. I asked him who put the dictionary in his multicab and he said he doesn't know. Someone put it there and his thinking maybe one of his siblings who secure the dictionary that almost to be thrown away by their neighbors. I said to my King that I want to keep the dictionary even its already old. He said that his not sure if I can keep the dictionary because he doesn't know who put it in his multicab. I said that if the person who secure the book really wants to keep it, then maybe he just took it already and keep it somewhere in the house, but they did not. So I just told my King that after we eat, I want him to secure the book and keep it for me.

Dinner time when my King wants us to eat bibimbap together with his friends. When I opened the door of his multicab, I saw again this dictionary and told my King, I thought you already keep it? he said that you can't keep it because its not mine. Then I really insist that this dictionary will be mine because nobody is looking for it. But if the person who put it in the multicab will be look for it, then I will give the dictionary to that person. After we ate dinner I brought it and hugged the dictionary, I already assumed that its mine while watching Doraemon and Shin Chan in english dubbed. My King just only smiled at me. ejejej ^_^  Then I took some picture of the webster dictionary and happy with it.




Look at that, only some parts of the books are torn apart but the webster dictionary is still durable and still very useful. I really love the old paper where the books are written in the old age. It's because the papers before are not frugal not like the papers this time that are so thin and easy to be rip. I really love to keep those books that are written in thick and brownish paper, because it's very oldies when you look at the book and it's very durable. I am just thinking that I was born in Charles Dickens time and I was just reincarnated from today's era. I do really love oldies type of genre in different ways. Just a thought of mine makes me senility. ajajaja..^_^




Reu






My Favorite Korean Bibimbap

May 13, 2015

Filipino nowadays are influenced by Koreans with their movies, Korean dramas or even listening to their musics. I found their stories very unique and conservative. Even their foods will never lost in line.





This is my favorite Korean food called (Bibimbap). I found this food very healthy and delicious. I don't know why but I really keep on coming to Master Bong Korean Chicken Restaurant inside Times Square Duterte Street Davao City. I am just a walk in when I enter at Time square and saw this affordable Korean restaurant. I've been to different Korean restaurant in the city but they are all expensive. I decided try to eat in that restaurant because its very affordable and discover that their foods are very delicious. Until I brought my King to eat with me in the restaurant, I let him try all the other foods like tapa, their chicken wings but I only eat bibimbap. ejejej.. I actually get some of my kings plate for me to taste. 

Why I love their bibimbap? Is it because they cook it in Dolsot and the sauce is really made in Korean style. They will serve it to you very hot and not cold unlike other Korean restaurant that I've been before. Kimchi is one of my King favorite side dish in master bong because it is made with fresh vegetables. I heard that there are newly opened Korean restaurant in the city so I decided that my King and I must try to eat their bibimbap and other foods even its very expensive. When we tried their Bibimbap, the taste is not good even my Kings don't like it either. My King is a very picky food eater so we agreed with each other. Before, I just told him that we must try to eat other Korean restaurant for us to know if we like the foods, but if we don't like the taste, we will adhere to the Korean restaurant that we like where the foods are very delicious and affordable.


Now, every weekdays I never failed to eat bibimbap for dinner in Master Bong. I now knew the name of the owner and recently her husband. They are really kind people. When I ate dinner there, the owner will cook my favorite bibimbap for me, not just for me and also to other customers.. ejeje...This is also why I keep on coming at Master Bong because of their hospitality.

Bibimbap Prices:

Chicken Bibimbap : 99 pesos
Pork Bibimbap : 99 pesos
Beef Bibimbap : 109 pesos
Seafood Bibimbap : 119 pesos - my favorite among all of them. ejeje ^_^


Ohhh see... ^_^ their bibimbap is really affordable in your pocket. I only memorized bibimbap prices since it is my very favorite Korean food. I never been to Korea but someday we will be going there together with my King and hoping also to be with my family in Korea. ^_^ Saranghae...





Here we are, valid customers..ejeje..we are not ready when the owner took picture on us. As you can see we are just wearing house clothes. ajaja...But its okey as long as I ate their delicious bibimbap. This is very true, you will never regrets when you try their bibimbap and their other foods. However, I know that people have different kinds of taste but for me I love the taste in Master Bong Korean Chicken. You can never find a restaurant with affordable prices and delicious foods in Davao City. So, Grab a bite and try it now. ejeje ^_^



Address:


Master Bong Korean Chicken Restaurant -

inside Times Square Duterte Street Davao City.

4th Floor GMall of Davao

Davao City, Philippines


Open:
Mon - Sun: 10:00 am - 9:30 pm





Reu - the bibimbap girl..ejeje ^_^

 



Mothers Day 2015

May 10, 2015



Three woman of my life represents the generations of our family. I am very much thankful to God for having this mothers who taught us to be a God fearing. Since I was a child, I can felt the love and care they show to us. This is why our bonding cannot be broken with any obstacles for having God in our side. A mother can do almost everything, and sometimes forgetting herself just for their family. ajajaja..really ..really..I had difficulties what to write about being a mother, since I am not a yet mother.. jejeje ^_^..But what I can say is, I am thankful that I have these girls to talk to when I am down, sharing my happiness and tears. I can show my true self to them without hesitations as best of friends. Whatever happens to me, I will still be back to my family. Though my father is not already here with us, but still I am thankful that we are already adult when he leave us, so our mother will not be worried much more in times of sorrows.





Thank you Lord for having this loving and God fearing family. I will really stand for them even if it cost my life. As what the saying says "Blood is thicker than waters."




Happy mothers day..^_^



Reu







Ways To Improve My English

Just recently, I found writing  very interesting. I want to play words with my own and use it easily like the mother tongue I knew. I do have this workmate that I am really looking up to. She is very intelligent and smart; reading her blogs is quite amusing on how she organised those words into something. There are lots of words that I’m not familiar with, but I’m trying to familiarized it. Now, I don’t edit my previous blog post for me to know how far did I improve for using all of these methods. I am not still good on how to write or organising my thoughts, but I am eager to learn, to improve myself and open for correction.

 I found this very helpful for me and hope it will help you too.
  1. Grammar – learning grammar is very useful in making a good structure in a language and in your sentence. Why you need to learn grammar first? Because onwards, when you are listening and reading, you will notice on how the books or novels are written grammatically correct.
  2. Listening – When you heard unfamiliar words just try to remember it and search for its meaning. Just like what I did, while riding on a jeep and heard two people talking using English language. I heard unfamiliar words then I searched the meaning of it through my dictionary apps on my cellphone and on my laptop. 
  3. Reading – Reading English Bible, Bible Stories, Novels, English Literature's and other materials that will help you for improving yourself. When you are reading you will encounter lots of unfamiliar words. Just try to remember and write it down. 
  4. Comprehension – This is very important thing when you want to be good in English, because you can’t achieve something if you don’t understand on what you are learning. 
  5. Application – What you have learned in all those methods and your  efforts try to apply it by which all means. Then practice and practice until you are satisfied of what you achieve.

Tips and advises:

-Try to watch English movies then  listen and be cautious to it.
-Try to watch Korean Dramas and other foreign movies then read English subtitle.
-Try to watch Anime with English Dub if you want proper pronunciations and diction's.
-Try to write down all the unfamiliar word that you heard and read. Just always bring your notes with you, but if you forget to bring your notes, be resourceful and use your common sense.

Note: Don’t do things as obligatory but do it with a happy feelings. Remember not to force yourself, because forcing yourself will make you bored and tired.  






Reu

How I got My Laptop

Finding a jobs where you feel comfortable is very difficult to find. Before I had a lots of home based jobs, thankful for my Kings friend who introduced me to this kind of job. I had these animoto video creator,SEO, magic submitter and many more home base jobs. Sometimes I felt so bored working alone at home where you don’t have no one to talk. So getting back to my story how I got my laptop..ajaja..it’s a very quiet interesting because my King told me that I was like a scammer. Ajajaja..^_^ ..I had this client who told me that she was very ill and couldn’t make to work vigorously. She told me she needs my help looking for goods in the amazon for her personal clients, so I said to myself its very an easy jobs. I did all the task she asked for me and the salary is good, until she told me that she wants me to send money to her clients through western union using my own paypal and eon accounts, so every time I send money to her clients from different parts of the world I got 10% out of it. It was really an easy job for me but sometimes I get scared to withdraw a big amounts in my eon accounts like more than 100k almost every week. Then one time, someone filed a dispute and message me in my paypal accounts. She told me that the vacation house in Barcelona that my client told me was not there,they’re looking everywhere in that area but they never found the vacation house. So I replied to her that I already withdrawn the 40k pesos that she sent to me for down payment in that vacation house , and she replied that she wants her money back. So I tried   rescuing her money from my bank account in eon, but eon only allow 20k per day. I sent her the 20 k and I said that I will send the remaining amount tomorrow. But when I opened my paypals account I coulnd’t make it through because paypals blocked my account. So I have 20k in my eon bank account ajajaj..then I withdraw it and put in my others bank account. I felt scared about it because my King told me what if my client is a scammer or a syndicate and just using me as a middleman for their bad motives. I really felt numbness and my heart is like coming out from its position. Still, I am thinking on my positive thoughts what if my client is a very rich woman ,and found me very kind to her and can only rely on me, then if she dies she will give her fortune to me, living nothing for her family because what my client said that she is alone and don’t have family anymore. I never thought of her as a scammer,what I thought of her as a pitiful woman for not having a family to rely on. But then, I preferred to listen to my Kings advise. I never replied my client anymore. After all that happened I am thinking of what to do about the money, so I thought of something useful and never to waste the money that is on me.  Before I used Kings laptop for my home base jobs but I am thinking what if we will break up and I don’t have my own laptop, what will I use to continue my home base jobs? so what I did is withdrawn the money and bought my own laptop, then I paid the remaining balance from the salary I got on my home base jobs for just 3 months with zero interest. I am very happy for having my own laptop right now,am  still using it because its my bread and butter after all. What I learned from this experienced is not to ignore what other peoples advise and listen them if you know that its for your own good.



Tips and advises:

-Don’t put all your personal details in the internet.
-Don’t give your bank account details if someone ask you through emails.
-Don’t upload your scanned passport and other  important documents around the web.

Note: There are lot of scammers and hackers in the internet and might using your identity for their bad intentions. So avoid all these things for you to be safe in this very high technology era.





Reu



Being Thrifty

In times when you are in need of money, savings is a big help. It doesn't requires skills or talent but it requires focusing on something what you really want to achieve or things that you want to have. Back when I was in grade school, I really love saving money, whenever Christmas is coming I am so excited for family reunion. That time I have lots of money since my aunts and uncles giving money to their niece and nephews. For a child coins and hundred peso are a big amounts for buying lots of toys. Even when I am in high school I still saved money for me to have new clothes for school Christmas party. I have just 10 peso allowance in a day but still I managed to save money until Christmas. When I was in 4th year high school I bought 1100 nokia celphone using the money that I saved. I am very happy buying things with my own savings. College days are very tough experienced for me, it’s very difficult to budget 300 peso allowance in a week. It really requires a calculating mind because in 300 pesos foods,photo copies, internet for college papers are all included. I still remember I do have a book bank just like piggy bank and I put 5 or 10 peso everyday. I never thought that it grows into more than 800 pesos because I didn’t put 1 peso in my book bank, its just a pride of me. Ajaja.. But in just 1 day all my efforts for saving money is gone because someone stole my money and  left 110 pesos, but thanks to that, the person still had conscience. It really hurts me so much because someone stole money without thinking how much effort I put to it and controlling myself not to buy things that I want. I never put hatred into my heart and still I told myself hoping that the person who stole my money will use it for good. Some of my boardmates had big amounts for allowances in a week but still they borrowed money on me, because for them their allowances it still not enough. I just found them being so spend thrift for buying dresses,purse  and makeups. I am very envious on them for having big allowances, but what could I do only small amount of money my parents could offer to me. I never thought of that as a hindrance for my studies instead I made it as an inspiration because my parents are striving so hard for me to go in college. Sometimes my parents borrowed money from my relatives and I really appreciate that even my father St. Peter they use it for my studies. There are times that I only ate bananas worth 5 pesos in bankerohan and I ate it as a viand for the whole 1 week.  Then for nextweek (bagoong) for 1 week in a row. I had this boarmate told me that what nutrients could I get for eating bananas and bagoong, so what I did is eating in my room alone. When I was in my 3rd year college, my father’s one foot will be cut off because of diabetes and we need money, so my mother couldn’t give me money for paying tuition fee and allowances.  I used my savings for me to be enrolled in that semester. In my college days I never allowed myself to be tempted with something that can lost my focus on finishing my studies. I made it all as my inspiration all those hardships that I experienced and honoring my parents for their efforts. I am happy of what I am become right now, because having a degree holder is a very big achievement in ones life. No one can stole your efforts not like money, gadgets and luxury things can be stolen but not your achievements. When I got a home based job, I sent my brother to college paying his tuition fee, too bad he got married in his 3rd year in college and never continue his studies, but I do understand him, working in banana plantation and going to school is very difficult for him including unorganised  schedule in school.  For now, I am helping my sister who is now in her 2nd year college even she’s already married and had her child, still pursuing her studies for a brighter future. Also I paid 3 lots in palm haven for future purposes.

I adore my mother so much seeing her on how she save my fathers salary. As for my mother saving money is a great help when there are times that you are in financial needs. On the contrary, I knew how to control myself not to buy things that really not in need; because as what we had experience in the past, savings is very in need specially when you get sick. I don’t want to bother my families paying for my hospital bills and medicines. Even if someday that I die, my family will not be worried because I already have St. Peter for my coffin. Thankful for my King because he pays it for me and also his own St. Peter. Sometimes I also buy things for me to make me happy but not the extend that I will use all my savings for luxurious things. Just think and think for the future because we don’t know what lies ahead. I am thankful for all the Blessings that God has given to me. Remember to share Blessings. ^_^






Reu

1.5 kg + Milk Chocolates Made From Malaysia

May 6, 2015



Taken May 6, 2015





Whoaaa...a really delicious chocolates given by my only King. He really knows that I really love eating chocolates. I am thankful that I do not have tonsillitis unlike my King can only eat a little bite of chocolates. jajajaj... We chatted this afternoon and I said that I am bored doing the same routine everyday. I felt that I don't want to watch movie, Kdramas, anime and reading. I really felt the stressed and I felt so sick about it, but my friend suggested me to watch Kingsman so I watched it and I am happy because the movie is not boring. I ate a lot of foods this afternoon like junkfoods and two pieces of cloud 9 chocolates and still not enough. I told my King that I really want to eat  something sweets. He said that I should go home early and eat all the foods that he prepared for me. He sent me a picture through skype but I haven't received it and I don't know what it is. Maybe I have not received the file is it because we experienced a very slow internet connection. I am very excited to go home and eager of what foods he prepared for me. When it's time to go home I told my workmate that I will go home early and not to wait her. I walked very fast and rode a jeep. When I got home his workmates teased me that they already finish eating chocolates but I know that they are kidding. I am very famished to eat chocolates and I'm not disappointed. What he gave to me is a very huge chocolates. ajajaja.. ^_^. It's so sweet and very delicious. I don't know where he bought those chocolates but I am overwhelmed with gladness.ajaja. My King is afraid to buy me chocolates because his afraid if my hyper acidity will be back and his wallet will get sick. ajajaj.. Thank you my King you never fail to make me happy always. heart heart... ^_^






Reu













Invitation For My Friends Wedding

April 28, 2015






Congrats in advance Jason and Honey ^_^...This invitation is really cute and unique. I am happy with this two person for more than 11 years in a relationships, they still together as two people who are really in love. Imagine for today's generation how far can relationship go. I am really thankful that I was given an invitation for their upcoming wedding. Jason is my workmates and I recently met his girlfriend. Honey and I had a lots of friends in common this is why I am not that timid to talked to her. God Bless You Both and more Blessings to come...




This picture was taken the day of the wedding using my mobile phone together with my workmates. I am happy to be there at the reception since they have my favorite foods lechon and telapia. ajaja... A picture worth a thousands  words.






Reu


The Old Photograph




My old photo taken year 2004


This story starts when I was in 3rd year high school year 2004.

When I was in 3rd year high school my parents decided to buy me a cellphone. That time I had my 3210 nokia cellphone. I was very happy because for the first time I had my own cellphone and thankful for my parents for giving me a wonderful gift. Some of my classmates who had cellphone tried to have a text mate for them to made friends. When I didn't have my cellphone, I borrowed their cellphone to dial unknown numbers. So when I had my cellphone, I also tried to dial unknown numbers. Prepaid load before is expensive because unlimited text is not that known. Until I had this text mate that I really care, his name is Marvin. He lives in Manila far away from me. I am 14 years old that time and he was 21 years old. I think of him as a matured person because the way he took care of me even he doesn't see me in person. He is jealous and think of something if I didn't reply to his text right away. All his text message I wrote it in my notebook and I still have it until now. When he called me, his voice is really nice and manly. ajajja.. I am really shy to talked to him because I had this spiral tongue when I talked Tagalog dialect. His brother Allan called me also and he made fun of me because the ways I spoke tagalog. ajaja.. Even my mother and sister laugh at me because they eavesdropping when those two brothers called me. Marvin told me that he had many tattoos on his body and they are really poor. I don't even mind about their livings as long as that he is good to me. I am a boyish girl and thought that no one will ever love me and I took the chance that someone took care of me even though we haven't meet. His brother told the opposite when he told me that they have 2 storey house and they live a good life. I really just thought that time, that Marvin lied to me, but when he said that he was dying and months to live I really cried. I told my churchmates that I need their prayers for Marvin and we prayed together. Marvin said that his last wish is to see me through a picture. My mother bought me a red blouse, sandal and we decided to go to a studio for me to have a solo picture. It was my first and last solo picture in studio. Until now I haven't been in a studio since that day. After taking pictures we went to a warehouse and I bought a ring for Marvin and me. ejeje.. ^_^ Then I wrote a letter together with a ring,my picture and sent it to the post office. My mother gave 500 pesos because it will help Marvin for his medication. We don't have a lots of money so just an amount of money with prayers can help him. Days had passed after we sent the letter from the post office, I haven't heard a reply coming from him. I was really sad because I don't know what happened if he is still alive or not...^_^ ..If only there is a facebook that time,..hahayyyyy...



10 years Later year 2013




I had my first boyfriend since 2010 up to now his name is King. My King said to his girl classmate, I name her Mika to hide her realname.. King told her that he wants to buy a video cam and need permissions on me. 


Mika: why need persmissions to her? 

King: I don't want her to get angry if I buy something that she doesn't know.
Mika: What is you're girlfriends name kuya?
King: Her name is Reu Salvy....
Mika: 0_0 ..Kuya King, I heard that name from my uncle
King: Who's uncle?
Mika: My uncle who had a picture of Reu, you're girlfriend. My uncle had her picture long time ago. I've seen her in my uncle's room. I knew all people in my uncle's picture frames except her. So I asked my uncle out of curiosity if who is she. He told me that he saw Reus picture from a friend and he asked his friend if he could keep that picture. Then his friend gave Reus photo to my uncle.

I was busy that time working my homebased animoto videos, suddenly King called me that one of her classmates knew about me. He told me everything about what Mika said. I told my King to ask her about what color of the blouse I wore in the picture. Mika answered all about my questions but still I could not believe. I just told my King that I don't believe something like that. ajaja.. When my King went home he told me everything and even showed me a picture of his classmate Mika. My King told me that we can meet by nextweek because they choose their final multimedia project locations where King lives. 


The day of shooting for the final multimedia project. King classmates come over to the house but Mika hasn't come yet. King said that they will come by taxi. I am curios and wants to ask many things about his uncle. I really think that he is Marvin. ajaja. So when Mika arrived, King told Mika and said, is this Reu from the picture you saw in your uncles room? and she said yes Kuya King without a word coming from her mouth. I just smiled at her and she smiled at me. After their shooting, I asked her all questions that I come in mind. She answered all my questions and even showed his uncle picture to me,king and my kings friends. I can tell that he is handsome.  I saw in my kings eyes that he is jealous, but I never showed my appreciation to avoid conflict with my King. After the break time they continue their shooting and decided to change locations for tomorrow. 


It was Sunday and I decided to come with my King for the continuation of their projects. I saw Mika, she is there because she is the main character of the video that they are making. After the shooting, someone called Mika and that calls made her cry. She said that her father is angry with her and she is grounded. Her father took his car because of some business that Mika hadn't went. She said to his uncle, I will not tell his real name and maybe I also doesn't knew his real name. I will just name him Raj. So Mika told us that his uncle is on the trip and that business problem is for his uncle to took care and pass on to her because his uncle couldn't attend while on a trip. Mika called her uncle and told everything that her father is angry. I was just listening about their conversation even though I really couldn't hear. I am thinking that the person on the other line is the person who had my old photo for more than 10 years. After the talking Mika decided that she will stay at her aunts house and we convey her using King multicab to her aunts. After that time my king cellphone was on me and I decided to save Mika phone number to my cellphone. I really don't knew why I did that but one thing is for sure. I am curios to see the person who had my picture. I texted Mika and we exchanged text messages until she added me on her facebook. Mika told me that his uncle had a girlfriend for more than 3 years but she doesn't like the girl for bad characteristic of being a woman. Mika told me that together with his uncle they visit the place where I used to worked before. One of the malls here in Davao. I told Mika why you didn't come over or try to talked to me? She said that his uncle is shy and they don't know how to approach me. Mika also told me that when they visit peoples park they saw me with my girls friends rooming around the park and they just followed me wherever I go. They just hide in the statues of the parks. ajaja..^_^


After how many days, I received a message on my facebook using Mika account and it was Raj he even used Mika skype accounts to chat with me. I was being intimidate to chat with him because he chat in english and as of now my english is not so good..ejeje... So he told me that he wants to see me someday. I just told him that why someday? Why can't we do it now? He just said we will meet someday at the right time. I think in that week we chatted until dawn. There is a time that I mentioned about my fathers conditions and Raj offer a help, he said that Mikas mother is a doctor and can help me. I just told him that we are okey and my father is okey right now and I am thankful for his offer. If I grabbed that chance maybe we had met already. There is a time that when Raj and I chatted until dawn, he wants to excuse because there is an urgent matter that need to be resolved in Marco Polo Hotel. So I let him went out and I slept after we chat. In the office I told one of my workmates about what Raj told me that he went out to Marco Polo. After the working hours we decided to visit Marco Polo  and checked if there is a Person who stayed there named Raj. But the information officer told us that there is no one stayed in the hotel with that name. ajajaj..it's funny that we thought of that thing..ajajaja..I just really can't help thinking about it because they always stayed in that hotel even Raj birthday they stayed there. Then one time when we chatted again, he asked me if I do have a passport. I told him that I do have a passport but the expiration date is near. He said that maybe one day we could stay at his house in Tagaytay and his house in US. So far from my imagination but I really imagined that it was like a Korean Drama. I just kept imagining something and talked to my self is it really really real? It is just like a movie or a korean drama series that I always watched and still couldn't believe. I am just amazed that even though he is kinda busy and chatting his client he had time to chat with me. I don't know what is their business because I didn't asked him but I am thankful and flattered about giving me a time.  He even told me once that he will visit US for business purposes, and I even told him take care because its far away from here. I just thought that he will stayed there for a months but he said don't worry I will be gone for 2 days. I was in shocked and asked him that ticket is very expensive and he will only stayed there for 2 days..., he said I will be using our private plane to go there in US. I was in  0_0... I never thought that they are people who had a private plane aside from Pacman here in Davao Philippines, and where it could be?  hmmm.. I just can't believe it that this man is very rich. So I told him that you are really a rich man and he told me he is not rich, the business that he is taking care of is from Mikas father. Someday Mika will be taking care the business that his father had that is why he is helping Mika. But Mika doesn't want to learn the business because she wanted to be a teacher. Mika is the only child so he said that she must learn how to do the business. I just think of him as being humble and kind. ^_^...So I told my friends about it and they said that they will not believe me unless Raj will show up. So I told Raj about it and he said that someday he wants to meet me in person and I will not be worried to meet his family because his family already knew me and saw me at the mall. He even said that when we meet I will bring all my friends who said that he was not real. Raj also said t that he was on tears when he saw King fetched me up. I was in a little bit shocked that he already knew where I worked. I asked him how would I recognize if he was there outside the office. He told me that I may not know because he always changed his cars when visiting the office.  So every time before my office hours ends. I looked outside from 4th floor, looking if there's a car waiting outside before my work of the day ends. Yeahh...I will be out before 5pm and I noticed that there is a car who parks near at the office before 5pm so when I went out, I felt a little bit conscious just thinking that someone watching me behind the window car. Sometimes I noticed that because I had already a feeling the someone is watching over me, so every cars that parked near the office , I had a feeling that he is there. Also  I noticed that sometimes just like what I said that I watched from the 4th flor if there is a car who parked near the office before 5pm, so when I'll be out, I kept on pretending that I haven't noticed yet. When I passed by the car and walked far away, then when I turned around the car went away.  ajjajaj ^_^.. Maybe it's just a feeling of me that someone out there looking for me. Raj said that sometimes he come down from the car when he saw me walking outside the office, then we converge with each other. It's just that I haven't seen a picture of him that time. That is why if we converge I will never recognize him that time. When I told my mother everything about it, she just said that I will take care of myself because I haven't know that man. My mother is just worried about me. But for me, I don't have a feeling of being scared. ^_^


One day my King asked me to accompany him. He wants to buy an new cellphone because his cellphone is broken. When King is busy looking for a new cellphone, I went outside the store and saw this young skinny, tall, white man who is busy talking to a cellphone. Our eyes just met but it was just sudden until he pass by me. I grabbed my kings hands and point the man that I saw. I told him that my king that man is very tall. I think his height is 6' or more than. My king doesn't care but I didn't forget him. Days had pass Raj and I never chatted again. But when Raj chatted me I replied and asked to send me a picture just only one picture. He said that he will not send me because he is shy and not that handsome. I said its okey because even me I am not that beautiful. He said that Reu you're beautiful and I already knew you. I told him you don't know me and he said I just knew you. Maybe its because we gave 500 pesos to the friend who had my photo and I don't even know if he is Marvin or not. It's very confusing. He said that he had a crush on me when he saw my picture at his friend house. That is why he asked his friend if its okey to keep my picture. I just wonder if Raj friend is Marvin but Raj said that his friend got it from the other friend. It's really confusing how my photo travels and got to Raj hands. His friend gave my photo to him and he put it in a glass bowl where no one can't open. Even Mika told me that there is a code before you can open that frame. I wonder what kind of frame is that. ajaja..He was just 17 years old when he saw my photo. He said that he was an MVP player at Ateneo Manila, knew how to sing, play instruments and know how to cook. ajaja..Amazing...I really can't believe that this can happen... I kept asking his picture until he said that he will asked Mika to send me some of his pictures. Mika send me some of his pictures and saw him in a photo that Mika sent me. He is really tall 6'2 heights and he is a half Korean. The man that I saw at the mall is him. I really thankful that I saw him in person..ejeje ^_^ Mika said that his uncle had my picture again got it from m facebook albums , he print it out and put it in a frame. He put it to his office and some employee are curios about me. Mika also told me that his uncle and her girlfriend is already breakup...Hmmmm.. I can't say anything. After that I kept researching on the internet and found out something. I saw a photo of him but that photo is kinda different. It shows the height difference to the photos Mika sent to me. So I call Mika and kept asking who is the person that I saw. Mika told me that she's afraid and wants me not to tell his uncle that she told me his uncle had a twin brother. Their faces are really the same but they had a height difference. Raj is 6'2 and his twin brother is 5'7 so that explains what I saw in the internet. 


Until My King discovered that I am in contact with them and got very angry. Our relationship got disturbed and nearly broken. But I told him that I will not contact them anymore. After how many days, I still got a message coming from Raj using Mikas account but I didn't reply. I don't know where they are but I am just hoping that they are in good health...^_^


I knew where Raj is staying right now, he told me the name of the condo and I knew where it is, but I haven't really sure if he is there because I never been there. Thank you for Lord for this nice story of mine...But this could not be the end as long as I breathe.... 


Some of my friends told me that I should take the chance to be with someone who can provide me with luxurious things. They said if they are in my position they will choose Raj. My King and I are not yet married, so I do have a chance. But I am not that kind of woman who will choose to live in a good life while my heart is not at ease. 



I am in a doubt thinking that it could be a fate because for how many years Raj suddenly appear with my Kings hands. If Mika and King didn't knew each other this could never happened. And if I haven't got Mika cellphone number this could never happened. But I had a questioned in mind, if Raj already knew my name why he didn't search me? When I told him that we have to meet to answer all my questions in mind. He just said that we will meet at the right time. When is the right time could he mean by that? Maybe he will show up when I l get married or when the time that I am dying? When is the right time???  When I am in this kind of difficulties God gave me a vision. 



I just had a dream and I think it's connected to my future.


 

In my dream, my King and I went to a vacation. We went to a beach and brought a lots of foods. I went to the seashore and the sea is very plain and clear it was silent and peaceful. I picked something in my bag and it was a doraemon airplane thing that when you put it in your head you can fly. So I used it and put in in my head and I flew above the peaceful sea and went over to another island. When I was there someone fetched me and told me that someone already prepared a foods for me. So I went together with a person to the place where the foods are there. While we are walking I noticed a man eating at the table and smiled at me. I was just curios who that man is and smiled him back. After I got the foods, I decided to went to seashore while thinking that I left my King so I must be back. When I am at the seashore and started to step on the water. The sea is not clear anymore, its just like a the sea is angry and there are lots of mountains keep suddenly appearing. I cried because I never went back to my King until I woke up. I just don't know why I dreamed like that but I already knew in my heart that this dream is full of meanings. I think I understood the message of my dreams.


God is really giving me such wonderful message, until now I really didn't forget my dream,  because it's full of meaningful messages and fate. I don't know what will happened to me but I put my life and fate to God.



   

Reu


I have been deceived for the past 2 years about this story. My emotions had been wasted and its very painful thinking that someone played my  weaknesses. I've been easy to deceive but please no more deceiving on my emotions. I now believe that this story only exist in a drama. Thanks for the person who made me fool, I know now how to criticize people. God Bless ^_^



 
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